Tuesday
1:04 am
It's been a little more than two years since my sister and I returned to Denmark, and almost a year since I've been in this semi-depressed state. It isn't very christian-like to feel depressed I know, but it's just very heavy on me now, even for a guy who usually brushes off these kinds of feelings and see the bright side of things. But I need to carry on. I need to press forward, even in the most grueling circumstances like a good soldier does.
Just as the rain outside that just stopped, these obstacles should dissipate soon. Alas, it'll take some time at least. It just seems that time has been against me lately. Waiting for responses from companies to hire me as an apprentice. Waiting on my student support. Waiting on the possibilities of having an apprenticeship in Canada. Every good thing that would really help me on my situation required TIME! Sometimes, I have a small problem with patience.
But as I mentioned earlier, I must remain a good soldier and press on. In a war, there is no rest. The fights don't ease up, they only get harder, which really tests ones strength.
For now, it seems that the only thing I (and others) can do, is pray and rely fully on God.
